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I didn’t want to see this, didn’t want to think about this. I didn’t want to imagine him inside her. I didn’t want to know that something I hated so much had taken root in the body I loved.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 9, p.174

For a second I was just a kid – a kid who had lived all of his life in the same tiny town. Just a child. Because I knew I would have to live a lot more, suffer a lot more, to ever understand the searing agony in Edward’s eyes.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 9, p.176

Jeez, she was running true to form. Of course, die for the monster spawn. It was so Bella.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 9, p.177

I couldn’t think about what he was suggesting. It was too much. Impossible. Wrong. Sick. Borrowing Bella for the weekends and then returning her Monday morning like a rental movie? SO messed up. So tempting.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 9, p.181

did know this – every second I spent with her was only going to add to the pain I would have to suffer later. Like a junkie with a limited supply, the day of reckoning was coming for me. The more hits I took now, the harder it would be when my supply ran out.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.188

If you think that imprinting could ever make sense of this insanity… Do you really think that just because I might someday imprint on some stranger it would make this right? Tell me what the point was then, Bella! What was the point of me loving you? What was the point of you loving him? When you die, how is that ever right again? What’s the point to all the pain? Mine, yours, his! You’ll kill him, too, not that I care about that. So what was the point of your twisted love story, in the end? If there is any sense, please show me, Bella, because I don’t see it.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.189

Emergency vampirization.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.191

There was no point. I would never be able to save her from herself. I’d never been able to do that.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.194

Why do you always have to love the wrong things, Bella?
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.197
I could feel the addiction sucking at me, trying to keep me near her.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.197

I almost went back. I almost turned around and fell down on my knees and started begging again. But I knew that I had to quit Bella, quit her cold turkey, before she killed me, like she was going to kill him.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10, p.197

This was the problem with hanging out with vampires – you got used to them. They started messing up the way you saw the world. They started feeling like friends.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 14, p.284

In that moment, I knew that I was alone. All alone. I wanted to kick myself when I realized how much I’d been counting on that loathsome vampire. How stupid – as if you could ever trust a leech! Of course he would betray me in the end.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 16, p.327

You stay with me now, Bella! Do you hear me? Stay! You’re not leaving me! Keep your heart beating!
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 18, p.352

Everything inside me came undone as I stared at the tiny porcelain face of the half-vampire, half-human baby. All the lines that held me to my life were sliced apart in swift cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything that made me who I was – my love for the dead girl upstairs, my love for my father, my loyalty to my new pack, the love for my other brothers, my hatred for my enemies, my home, my name, my self – disconnected from me in that second – snip, snip, snip – and floated up into space. I was not left drifting. A new string held me where I was.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 18, p.360

The gravity of the earth no longer tied me to the place where I stood. It was the baby girl in the blond vampire’s arms that held me here now. Renesmee.
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 18, p.360

*am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?

Svakog dana od mog srca otkine se jedan deo
Svake noci imam tuge dovoljno za zivot ceo
Noc postoji samo zato da bi meni bilo teze
I da sanjam tvoje usne sto pred zoru nekud beze.

Bezis od mene ljubavi x2

Isao sam putem svile,hodao sam dane,noci
Pitao sam dobre vile,na kraj sveta u samoci
Da l' postojis samo zato da bi meni bilo gore
Vile kazu to je ljubav,to se tvoje misli bore.

Bezis od mene ljubavi x2

Da si otrovna k'o brsljan koji preko zida puze
Trov'o bi se svakog dana,a ziveo triput duze
Noc postoji samo zato da bi meni bilo teze
i da sanjam tvoje usne sto pred zoru nekud beze.

Bezis od mene ljubavi x2

Svake noci sve je teze
jer ti nisi tu ti nisi tu x2
Ljubavi

Bezis od mene ljubavi

No puedo darte soluciones para todos los problemas de la vida,
ni tengo respuesta para tus dudas o temores,
pero puedo escucharte…. y compartirlo contigo.

No puedo cambiar tu pasado ni tu futuro.
Pero cuando me necesites…estaré junto a ti

No puedo evitar que tropieces... solamente puedo ofrecerte mi mano
para que te sujetes y no caigas.

Tus alegrías, tus triunfos y tus éxitos…no son míos
pero disfruto sinceramente…cuando te veo feliz

No juzgo las decisiones que tomes en la vida.
me limito a apoyarte, a estimularte y a ayudarte si me lo pides.

No puedo trazarte límites dentro de los cuales debes actuar,
Pero sí te ofrezco ese espacio… necesario para crecer.

No puedo evitar tu sufrimiento cuando alguna pena te parta el corazón,
Pero puedo llorar contigo y recoger los pedazos para armarlo de nuevo.

No puedo decirte quien eres ni quien deberías ser
Solamente puedo amarte como eres y ser tu amigo.


En estos días pensé en mis amigos y amigas,
No estabas arriba, ni abajo ni en medio.
No encabezabas ni concluías la lista.
No eras el número uno ni el número final.
Y tampoco tengo la pretensión de ser el primero
el segundo o el tercero de tu lista.
Basta que me quieras como amigo… Gracias por serlo.

Te gruto amor, sin miedo del fracaso. Te grito amor, con mis esperanzas en el suelo, con mis manos al cielo. Te grito amor, sin miedo de enamorarme, a ser tuya otra vez. Te grito amor, porque sin ti, el grito no tiene sentido. Te grito amor!

A lift of joy in the times of trouble The touch of innocence in a jaded era The word of wit when we’re weighted down the lift of humor when we’re heavyhearted The ray of hope to blow away our black clouds The enthusiasm and energy to start over and over again The creativity to charm and color a drab day the simplicity of a child in a complex situation.